~ I think about all, that you’ve made me go through,
Then I remember, the smiles I had with you.
Am I changed? Or it’s just you who changed me!
Am I the same? Yes, but not for you to see.
I go over it all again.
Trying to let go of the pain.
I still am fighting.
It’s a war again for me, between remembering and forgetting.
But oh yes, I’ve a heart.
I can, give it a new start.
I stood up with a thought, and forgave.
Letting go of all those, good or bad, the memories you gave.
But yet another flow of wind, stabbed at my face.
I hear it shouting at me,
Asking me, for what he’s done or what not, can you replace?
I felt like uttering, but lost my words.
Then I murmured to myself,
I can I can, like the morning haze.
It was easy, certainly was…
To forgive with a big heart.
But I wasn’t sure,
To let my heart,
Scream again with tears,
To get over you.
All that I had, indeed the fears,
I left it to the hand, of the fate,
Questioning yet, could I forget every hate? ~