These passed years have made me older ,
Built me stronger ,
Helped me see clearer ,
But yet haven’t made me happier.
You left me for good ,
Unknown that the pain had grown bigger ,
Making the scars deeper ,
I have turned quieter ,
As I am lonelier
But baby , I am used to it
Like I am used to the cigarettes
Pressing against my lips instead of yours.
I know it will kill me slowly from inside ,
But I don’t wanna die so soon .
Though you aren’t here .
Don’t think there are no reasons for me to live
Because after losing you I found reasons, more valid reasons to relive.
Written by Shahriar Khan
Edited and Corrected by Nahian Kabir.