Sometimes I get so far in my head ,
That I forget everything else exists
I lay crying in my bed ,
Then I see my bruised wrists…
Sorry my precious , Sorry my love …
I did it again…
Because the world came crashing from above ,
I take the pills to stop the pain.
When the pills course through my veins ,
Everything starts to numb .
Yet tears fall from my eyes like rain ,
I start to succumb.
My body starts shaking ,
My eyes start to dilate.
My bones start aching .
and I wait.
For this misery to end ,
I will greet death as a friend…